My heart won't be your ragdoll anymore.
I keep going back and forth. Never too far back, of course. Let's just say I have my ups and downs about him. But no matter how frustrated or hurt I get, I know deep down that I could never do anything drastic. I physically and emotionally couldn't. I find that fact comforting because I don't think myself a particularly stupid person...
Oh well if this doesn't make any sense.
December is up in the air as far as I'm concerned. I hate not having control of the matter, therefore I've given up. Whatever happens, happens. I won't lift a finger to do anything. I don't like being nonchalantly referred to as a mere possibility among many. I won't stand for it.
Ah, well, I'll deal with things as they come.
Oh well if this doesn't make any sense.
December is up in the air as far as I'm concerned. I hate not having control of the matter, therefore I've given up. Whatever happens, happens. I won't lift a finger to do anything. I don't like being nonchalantly referred to as a mere possibility among many. I won't stand for it.
Ah, well, I'll deal with things as they come.
posted by Jen at 11/08/2006 07:09:00 PM
1 Comments:
Yes, I guess you should take the advice you always give me and try not to worry so much about things that you don't have any control over. It sucks, but it's also kind of nice, in a way. You can just give up without too much guilt once you realize that things are just gonna happen the way they happen.
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