Take me to heart and I'll always love you.

Answer me this, reader (...are you there?).
Do you ever feel a particular emotion that occurs frequently and consistently, and wonder if that emotion is warranted? Am I overreacting? Am I being a dumbshit?
I feel torn. Half of me feels guilty to be acting this way, while the other half is rationalizing it all.
But I suppose there's nothing I can do about anything at this very moment.

Radiohead is playing again. Why? That's just mean.
Anyone know why Radiohead makes me depressed? It's because I had just bought The Bends CD about a week before last year's winter break and it quickly became my temporary favorite CD. It was all I listened to for about a month. And a certain person I had grown incredibly close to had left for winter break, just when I had moved into a new apartment. I left the airport listening to that CD, I walked home from the BART station listening to that CD, I sat on the floor of my first apartment by myself while listening to that CD, I spent a week completely by myself in an unfamiliar place listening to that CD... That is why I equate that CD with feeling depressed.

Well, back to the first topic of this post. I don't enjoy being ridiculed for calmly expressing how I feel about certain matters that upset me. And that is why I won't say anything. And that's why I'll feel the same way tomorrow.

Happy Friday.

~ Jen